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Will I ever stop doing memes and do something productive? Psh no. Actually, I'll reorganize my journals after this.... probably.

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1. Who was the last person you held hands with?Not really anyone anymore.

4. Are you easy to get along with?Ha. No.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
I wouldn't be drunk.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?Feminine guys or masculine girls. Pretty much anyone who will actually listen to me and not scare me.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?I hope so! School starts then.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
Right now? Hungsi actually.

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Nope.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My new friend from the bcb chat probably.

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?"I get to go to the doctor's on the 11th now if that doesn't change again"
Thanks for interrupting my youtube video for that question.

12. What are your 5 of your favorite songs right now?
Parrot by Step Dad
Leaves by Nick Leng
Landslide by Oh Wonder
White Blood by Oh Wonder
Did I Make You Cry On Christmas Day (I'm not typing the rest you get it.)
In no order of course.

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
No.

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?Not really.

15. What good thing happened this summer?Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yeah.

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?Why not?

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?Sometimes? Almost never actually other than the concessional hello.

19. Do you like bubble baths?
I haven't taken a bath in forever, let alone a bubble bath.

20. Do you like your neighbors?I don't really know them.

21. What are your bad habits?Everything I do.

22. Where would you like to travel?
Nowhere???

23. Do you have trust issues?Definitely. 

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Sleeping.

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? 
My hair probably.

26. What do you do when you wake up?
Go back to sleep.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
No.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?Hungsi.

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?Yeah.

30. Do you ever want to get married?Yes? No? Maybe???

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?Always, though I hate pony tails.

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?NO.

33. Spell your name with your chin.
I can't fucking bend that far. My back hurts too much for that.

34. Do you play sports? What sports?
Not unless I have to.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV. I cannot live without music. No.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?Of course.

37. What do you say during awkward silences?Nothing. I just feel awkward and leave.

38. Describe your dream partner?
Can I not? I don't have one really.

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in???? None.

40. What do you want to do after high school?Nothing???

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Naaahhh.

42. If you're being extremely quiet what does it mean?It means I'm being me cuz I'm always completely silent unless you talk to me.

43. Do you smile at strangers?Not usually.

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?Bottom of the ocean.

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Nothing actually. I just get up whenever.

46. What are you paranoid about?Everything.

47. Have you ever been high?
Nah brah.

48. Have you ever been drunk?
Nah.

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?No?

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
White.

51. Ever wished you were someone else?Nope.

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?Everything?

53. Favourite makeup brand?
None.

54. Favourite store?None?

55. Favourite blog?None?

56. Favourite colour?Right now I'm feeling purple.

57. Favourite food? 
PEANUT BUTTER

58. Last thing you ate?
Carmel bar? I think so.

59. First thing you ate this morning?Strawberry mini wheats.

60. Ever won a competition? For what?No. Never. At least I don't think so.


61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Nope. Actually the only think I ever actually got in trouble for is for having a DA when there was DA drama in school. Yep. That's it.

62. Been arrested? For what?
No.

63. Ever been in love? Yep.

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?You want a story? Ok, you asked.
We were at the school play since we were part of the crew. He just randomly was like "Hey I'm going to kiss you" and did.
The end.
I was going to describe it well, but I got lazy.

65. Are you hungry right now?
No. I haven't eating in over 4 hours, but I'm good.

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?I don't have tumblr friends.

67. Facebook or Twitter?No.

68. Twitter or Tumblr?No.

69. Are you watching tv right now?Nope. Best 69 question you have?

70. Names of your bestfriends?
Now about no?

71. Craving something? What?
Nothing.

72. What colour are your towels?Depends on the day.

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2.

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?YES. Killer (the stuffed dog I sleep with) is life.

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?I either have 2 or three boxes of them. Depends on what you mean by "have".

75. Favourite animal?Red pandas!

76. What colour is your underwear?Blue?

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?Depends on what it is.

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?Blue Moon.

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?Black, with bleach splattered on it. So black and the weird brown color from bleach.

80. What colour pants?No pants. Shorts. Which are also black.

81. Favourite tv show?Wander Over Yonder? We Bare Bears? Gravity Falls? I don't know anymore.

82. Favourite movie?Anything animated.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?The first one.

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?Mean Girls.

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?Idfk.

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?Idfk.

87. First person you talked to today?Probably myself.

88. Last person you talked to today?
My grandpa.

89. Name a person you hate?Nah too many to chose from.

90. Name a person you love?Hungsi. He's the (second) best.

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?Always.

92. In a fight with someone?
????? What does that mean?

93. How many sweatpants do you have?1.

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?3?

95. Last movie you watched?I actually know now. It was Brave.

96. Favourite actress?None.

97. Favourite actor?None.

98. Do you tan a lot?Nope.

99. Have any pets?
Yes.

100. How are you feeling?Frustrated since my phone has decided to say "fuck you I'm not charging" and I want to keep watching youtube videos on it. Plus it's hot.

101. Do you type fast?Yep.

102. Do you regret anything from your past?Nope.

103. Can you spell well?Well.

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?Yeah...

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yeah.

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?Yep.

107. Have you ever been on a horse?Yes.

108. What should you be doing?There isn't really anything I have to do. Eating???

109. Is something irritating you right now?Go back to question 100 and you should find the answer there.

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?No?

111. Do you have trust issues?Yes.

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?My brother I think.

113. What was your childhood nickname?I didn't have a nickname.

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?Yes.

115. Do you play the Wii?When I can.

116. Are you listening to music right now?Of course.

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?Meh.

118. Do you like Chinese food?
Depends.

119. Favourite book?Pfft. Warriors.

120. Are you afraid of the dark?YES.

121. Are you mean?
Not normally. People say I'm mean, but I don't think so. Am I mean??? I'm sorry if I am. *sits in corner*

122. Is cheating ever okay?Define cheating. Cheating on a test, eh. Cheating in a video game, depends on the cheat. Cheating in a sport, no dude stop. Cheating on a significant other, just no. Unacceptable. Stop your shit now.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?Yes.

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?Not really.

125. Do you believe in true love?Yeah?

126. Are you currently bored?
Kinda since I don't have youtube videos to watch.

127. What makes you happy?Shadow, art, music, sleep, Hungsi, animation, soft stuff, snow *keeps going on*

128. Would you change your name?If I think of something to change it to, probably. I'd really prefer a less feminine name.

129. What's your zodiac sign?Virgo.

130. Do you like subway?Eh.

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?*laughing loudly*

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Wasn't this already asked???

133. Favourite lyrics right now?"I've said a fair share of stupid things that I can't hide
My wonderful friends just roll their eyes
Stay by my side" -Parrot by Step Dad
Not my favorite, but what I was listening to. Close enough.

134. Can you count to one million?
Can I? Yes. Will I? No.

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?Idfk.

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?I don't have a door to my room.

137. How tall are you?5'7"

138. Curly or Straight hair?
Yes.

139. Brunette or Blonde?Brunette.

140. Summer or Winter?Winter.

141. Night or Day?Night

142. Favourite month?January? Maybe???

143. Are you a vegetarian?Nah.

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?Yes.

145. Tea or Coffee?Tea.

146. Was today a good day?Not really?

147. Mars or Snickers?Mars.

148. What’s your favourite quote?What is it right now? Let's see.
"I don't care if my hair hangs down my waist. I am still manly as fu." -Snailords
That's it for now.

149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Nah.

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
*looks at book across the room* I'm not getting up. And I think it's a picture book anyways.

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Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people (don't list names):

1. You are the fucking best thing ever. Please don't ever leave, I'd fucking die if you did.

2. Please marry me omfg you're the best. (Yes, it's a different person from the first.)

3-6. You're a fucking asshole. Stop. (I wan't to say the same thing to four different people so yeah.)

7. I really need therapy. Like, really really need therapy.

8. Stop being an asshole to your wife. Seriously. I love you, but there's a reason why she tried to kill herself.

9. You are an abusive asshole who should probably be charged for rape, but lucky for you, I don't want to ruin your life anymore. I'm sorry things happened the way they did, but you fucking pushed. I really hope you didn't kill yourself yet. I'd be devastated if I found out. I'm sorry I was the only loyal person you ran into. I'm sorry I couldn't stay loyal. Just, I'm sorry.

10. I GOT YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND! HA HA!! Also, I got that kiss you were trying oh so hard to get. SO suck it.

Nine things about yourself:

1. My life sucks and that's why I'm depressed

2. Though I'm depressed (and I'm actually pretty suicidal) I'm not going to kill myself so don't worry.

3. I have issues talking over the phone.

4. I'm scared of pretty much everything.

5. I have a list of my top 10 favorite things in the world saved on my phone and I do update it when something changes.

6. I mostly watch youtubers who play video games for their voice more than their jokes or anything. I usually don't even care what they're playing.

7. I play Pokemon Shuffle and I'm ashamed of how much I like it. It's too cute.

8. I've never actually completed a nuzlocke, though I have tried many times.

9. I actually really hate breeding and only do it for someone I love. 


Eight ways to win your heart:

1. LISTEN TO ME. I cannot emphasize that enough. If I say "I can't" that means I can't. End of story. Don't fucking push it. (It also applies with everything else I say, that's just the most common issue.)

2. Don't ask me for any sexual favors. Ever. I'm asexual and staying that way.

3. Don't ask me to talk. I hate that.

4. Be understanding? You don't have to be able to relate to everything, but if I say something is wrong with me, don't tell me it isn't true.

5. Give me cookies. I love cookies.

6. Don't force me to do anything. 

7. Don't question me unless you're ok with getting a really weird answer or "idfk".

8. Just be nice bro. It works.


Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. "Should I do this?"

2. "WHAT IS THAT?"

3. "Is this real?"

4. Whether or not getting up is worth it

5. Shadow

6. DA

7. What gender I feel like


Six things you wish you never had to do:

1. Have sex

2. Be a girl

3. Live

4. Deal with my family

5. Go outside

6. Be in public


Five turn offs:

1-5. Everything.


Four turn ons:

1-4. Nothing.

Three wishes for your future:

1. Being away from my god damn family.

2. Happiness.

3. Therapy.


Two things you want to do before you die:

1. Wake up in the early hours of the morning, look at whoever I'm sleeping with, and realize everything I went through was worth it for this one moment here.

2. That's really it. I don't really want to do anything else.


One possession you could not live without:

1. My phone. Even if it sucks, I need it.